Heavenly Father, I just want to say thank you for the hope you gave me today in finishing the candle store and in receiving my first order from Miss Barton. It’s interesting her name goes with my song I wrote when I got here “I found peace at Barton Creek.” Also thank you for taking […]
Dear D… I’m angry and frustrated because you don’t remember me and that seems unfair that I. have to carry so many secrets. It’s heavy. It’s also not what I do. I learned throughout this life how damaging it is to lie to someone or withhold telling someone a matter that lives inside of the […]
I didn’t receive a dream last night. God didn’t tell me anything about his identity or my purpose or why I’m in this cycle for over 7 years now. I’ve begged and I’ve pleaded and I’ve sewn in tears until I have nothing left to cry and then do it all over again the next […]
Dear Father, You say you will tell me all things and that if I ask for wisdom you will give it to me. I’ve went everywhere looking for signs. And when I did ask I thought you showed to me the book in the sand. But then the couple in Miami said he’s not the […]
I didn’t get much sleep last night and woke up early to do a zoom call with Arlene. We talked about selling the candles at her retreat in Scotland and also on her channel. I feel like this is a gift in many ways as I’ve not felt the go-ahead to receive an energy exchange […]
I’m at a place I’ve dreamed of finding for nearly a decade now. I have nothing to show for it on the outside but on the inside I have found riches that exceed any of my accomplishments, accolades or material wealth I’d accumulated in previous seasons of my life. Beyond the heart pull that has […]
We create our own reality. It’s a preposterous idea that many have bought into and it leads to a place of internal doom laced with weights the mind can’t escape from. I absolutely did not create a reality where children are kidnapped, raped and brutally killed. I did not create a reality where the greed […]
June 27th, 2026. Dear Granny May, I’m not sure what I’m doing, but I feel like I have to do something. Writing journals to myself daily and feeling like I can’t move on into a new season of life without all of the heaviness I’m carrying isn’t working for me anymore. I was so excited […]